Sunday, October 25, 2009
Who's Afraid of the "B" Word?
Monday, September 14, 2009
What I Learned in Prison - Part 1
Situated outside of Columbia, NC is Tyrrell Prison Work Farm, a minimum custody facility. It houses many offenders. Most of them are young men who have drug offenses, usually selling them. There are also some non-violent offenders there. They committed crimes like check forgery, credit card fraud, and similar offenses. Yet there were also MANY older men who had been locked up a long time who have just worked through the prison levels from maximum, to medium, to minimum security. These have committed serious and violent crimes. Many had life sentences given to them. Through time served and good behavior they worked their way up to minimum custody to finish their sentences.
Prison was indeed the last place in my life I would have imagined finding myself. The chain of events that led me there for 15 months was something I’d never desire to go through again. It was far from the ‘hard time’ of a close-custody facility, but it was still prison. And it was inside the gates and razor wire over the course of many days, weeks, and months that I learned numerous lessons about my faith and what a Christian lifestyle really looked like.
Right now many of you are shocked and thinking, “I didn’t know Yager went to prison! Just what did he really do?” Put your minds at ease! I went to prison for 15 months, but each day I got to go home! I was employed by the NC Department of Correction, put there by God, not by the legal system. Although, I can think of a handful of people that would have liked me to have been permanently incarcerated there!! But I digress. For 15 months I had the unique opportunity to be a Clinical Chaplain, and was blessed to be able to minister to men (and occasionally their families) who had experienced far worse things than I ever have, or ever hope to experience.
My new-found congregation had as many 570 members. The numbers shifted from week to week, but that was the average. They all wore the same green jumpsuit every day, whether it was to church, to work, or to eat. Church services were held each Sunday night for about 90 minutes. An outside group called “Yokefellows” came each week for peer counseling; and I even taught a mid-week Bible study. Once a year we even had what could only be called a Revival with services each night for a week. One of the maintenance crew had built a baptistry for us where I immersed many men into Christ for the forgiveness of their sins and the gift of the Holy Spirit. We had an inmate choir complete with a praise band. Plenty of stories could be told about that group, sometimes referred to as “the Christian mafia” by the staff!
I always smile to think that I went from upstanding, clean-cut {for the most part!} Bible College students with a bright future to murderers, rapists, child molesters, and more drug dealers than I could count. The first inmate who greeted me each morning as I came to work is serving life for burglary and rape. The second one I usually passed each morning is doing life for 2nd degree murder. I had a Chaplain’s Clerk, now released, doing 6 years for 2nd degree rape. Fortunately for me, he was one of the most ‘respected’ inmates there, and one of the biggest. His nickname was “truck.” That pretty much sums up his size!
The first week or two that I passed under the razor wire, and through the various gates were very intimidating. Every prison movie I ever saw came to mind as I passed through the yard filled with many more inmates than Officers. After that I just viewed it as going to work, and hardly noticed the ‘prison’ aspect. Well, that’s mostly true. There was one day I was near-by where a fight broke out and ended up getting in the cross-fire of pepper-spray. This vividly reminded me I wasn’t in the local church building any more. I did have the officers who wrote the report include, “The Chaplain was inadvertently sprayed in the fight, but took it like a man!”
You’ll hear people often scoff that “everyone gets religion in prison.” But such is not the case. Many inmates chose not to attend the various services we offered, or attend the peer counseling groups, etc. It is also true that some may have attended just as a diversion from a very routine schedule. Some, I’m sure, abandoned their faith as soon as they were released. They may be like the inmate who told me he had been locked up ’27 times.’ And that guy was younger than me. But I’d like to believe that some who found Christ in prison took their faith beyond their sentence and incarceration and have experienced new lives outside the prison fence. I’m reminded that I know many people who have never been arrested who once claimed a relationship with Jesus, but for whatever reason do not desire to have one with Him any longer. I’ve seen countless kids at camp or youth groups have conversion experiences who are no longer in the Church. The same thing holds true for both those in and out of prison. Sometimes long-term faithfulness isn’t part of their plans.
One of the first lessons I’ll share from my prison experience is how when the masks, or veneers, or facades are removed, there is both a realness and a realization of who you are, and where you stand in life, and before Almighty God. There is a perception among many that every inmate claims they weren’t guilty. They were set-up. They were “victims” of false identification; police corruption; or for some other reason they didn’t deserve to be locked up. Ask some law enforcement officers some time how many of the people they arrest claim to be innocent.
This is one thing that truly surprised me and it blew away that preconceived idea: I only met one person among the hundreds that came in and out of that unit while I was there who said, “I didn’t do it.” The majority readily admitted their guilt to me. It was as if they were seeking someone who would listen. They had been found guilty by the State of NC, and rightly so. They wanted to know, however, if a Higher Authority had anything other than judgment and condemnation for them. It was my opportunity, even privilege, to introduce them to the God of forgiveness and salvation. I couldn’t do anything to shorten their sentence, but since I had them as a ‘captive audience’ {forgive the pun} I did endeavor to share with them the love, mercy, and forgiveness offered by Jesus!
Each week as dozens of men came in and out of my office I heard the confessions of crimes they committed. I could read the chilling reports in their files of what they had done. From gruesome murders that could make even Hollywood squeamish, to unspeakable crimes against small children, these men told me things I wasn’t expecting to hear. My office became a confessional of sorts, and the only absolution I could offer them was the blood of Christ. They still had to do the time, but I wanted them to know there was something better for them, something life-changing. They didn’t deserve it, but then neither did I. Neither do you. That is what God’s grace is all about.
I’ve come to believe that these inmates saw me in a far different light than the Correction Officers who made sure they obeyed the rules, or could write them up, or throw them in the hole (i.e. solitary). They didn’t see me as the police, the prosecutor, or the judge. Most saw the Chaplain as the one person in their world who just might listen to them without more condemnation or judgment. I think they had plenty of that already. They saw the Chaplain as God’s representative, the Lord’s servant, who just might have a kind word, or be able to present some better options for them.
Being a Chaplain in prison taught me that I had previously been too quick to judge and pronounce sentence. I was good at labeling sin, and proclaiming what was right, and what was wrong. Maybe I had even become too good at that. I previously had no use for those who committed these heinous and wicked crimes. Yet I was now reminded that these offenders were also sinners who could be forgiven. These were indeed the very lost that Jesus came to seek and save (see Mk. 10:45). Too many are quick to judge, but slow to reach out to the ones who stand condemned.
So many examples from Scripture come to mind. Perhaps none so compelling as that woman caught in the very act of adultery. The guilt of her sin, specifically condemned in the Ten Commandments, was never in doubt. It was never even debated what she deserved. But what she found from the Savior Jesus was far different than what everyone else was prepared to do to her. She found in Christ a voice of forgiveness not another joining in the shouts of condemnation. His admonition to “sin no more” said all that was needed about her guilt. His offer of pardon to her tells the story of God’s grace and mercy: “Neither do I condemn you” (See Jn. 8:3-11)
People can get accusations, gossip, judgment, and condemnation anywhere. But God’s servant must be a voice of hope carrying a message of forgiveness through the blood of Jesus. This doesn’t mean that we cannot stand opposed to violent behavior and even agree with strong punishments for the convicted criminal. But in the spirit of, “there but for the grace of God go I” we offer God’s plan of forgiveness, reconciliation, and redemption. I want to be a Christian who can see beyond guilt and short-comings. I like so well the words of the hymn, “Seeking the Lost” that say:
“Thus would I go on missions of mercy, following Christ from day unto day; Cheering the faint and raising the fallen, pointing the lost to Jesus the Way” (William A. Ogden, 1886).
Hear again the words of the writer of Hebrews, “Remember the prisoners, as though in prison with them….” (Heb. 13:3). Who do you know that has been judged, condemned, and thrown away by the world, and maybe even by Christians? They still need to hear about the love and forgiveness offered by Christ. Become a Chaplain to them!
“C’mon, Murphy. Let’s go outside!”
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
When Did Worship Become a Spectator Sport?
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Keep That Dog On The Chain!

What has happened to the great cartoons? I can't find Bugs Bunny anywhere these days, and I have a LOT of channels!! One of my favorite Warner Bros. cartoons was, and is, Foghorn Leghorn - the Southern Gentleman rooster! The plot never varied too much. He would aggravate the dog, the dog would chase him, and then dog would get his neck snapped back when the rope to which he was tied reached the limit. Occasionally he would also get hit upside the head with a 2x4. Oh, they don't write entertainment like that anymore! But before the cartoon would end, invariably Foghorn Leghorn would end up inside the dog's range and he would get tore up. He was safe, until he got too close to trouble.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Come As You Are... But Leave Different!
I confess I like going to Church without a jacket and tie. I have even wore blue jeans on several occasions. I guess it is as liberating to me to not wear a suit to church as when women were burning their bras back in the 60's. Come as you are to church is a great idea!Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Elders: Who Needs Them Anyways?
Like the old organ covered in dust that sits unused in the auditorium, elders seem to have a diminishing if not non-existent role in the modern Church. I’ve noticed several “new” churches (and by that I mean less than 10 years old) that have neither need nor interest in having a biblical model of leadership, i.e. having elders.
Apparently the current Bible College [or Christian University as seems to be the trend] graduate has acquired such vast insight into church planting, church growth, care of the flock, strategic planning, etc. that having Biblical eldership would only get in his way! And this is, I believe, the reason that eldership is ignored or undermined by many new preachers in new church work. They regard elders as old, uninformed, out of touch, entrenched in the past, and not interested in doing things in new ways. It is just so much easier to “do church” without the burden of a bunch of old guys standing in the way and messing up their perfect plans every chance they get. Yet, as I often see, they still want those old folks to write a check to support the work they are doing! Is this “man with a calling” mentality really conducive to a healthy body which will provide for sustained growth in the future? I think not. Let’s examine some Biblical examples.
Moses was a man with calling. Empowered by God for his mission, he was ready to go, and was working hard day & night. It was his father-in-law, Jethro, who gave him a needed admonition: “The thing that you are doing is not good. You will surely wear out, both yourself and these people who are with you, for the task is too heavy for you; you cannot do it alone” (Ex. 18:17, 18). Moses was not only hurting his ministry by being a ‘one-man show,’ he was also hurting his flock!
Fast Forward to the New Testament Church. Many young congregations had the amazing experience of being started by an apostle. Yet the apostles were wise enough to realize that these local congregations needed sustained, local leadership, and they appointed elders in those congregations (Acts 14:23). The evangelist Titus was instructed to “appoint elders in every city” (Titus 1:5). Peter likewise gave instruction to the elders concerning their task in the local church (1 Peter 5:1-3). Just how important were elders to the fledgling Church? In Acts 11 one reads that a benevolent gift was sent to the “elders” in Judea (Acts 11:30). In doctrinal matters the elders are even listed alongside the apostles! See Acts 15:2, 4, 6, 22, 23! To diminish the role of elder in the 21st century church is to lay aside altogether the essential role they played in the 1st century church! As an aside, as you read these passages note how the plural is used for “elders.” You can also read my earlier blog about the “pastor.”
Most every preacher has at least one horror story about an unfit elder. They’ll say he was Biblically illiterate; he had a bad attitude; all he cared about was the money and the budget; he had no vision past next week’s Sunday service; he was morally deficient; and the list goes on. Yet these anecdotes must not become an excuse for not having elders in the church. It is, after all, quite possible that some of the bad qualities we point out in elders just might be found on occasion in paid staff as well.
Elders bring a perspective and a vantage point which is needed by the paid staff. An elder is one who possesses the wisdom that comes from life’s experiences and their walk with God. They have perspective and insight which comes from knowing the congregation and the community. Elders are not a roadblock to the success of the church or the plans of the minister. They are facilitators of that mission.
Those who claim for themselves the most recent re-definition of the title ‘pastor’ seem to ignore the role of eldership as it regards authority in the local body. They may not know what the term “monarchical episcopate” means [one ruling elder], but they enjoy the authority/power it gives them, which would otherwise be held in check – and rightly so – by a body of elders. It may burst the bubble of young pastors {can you discern the irony there?} to read 1 Tim. 5:17, “The elders who direct the affairs of the church well…” (NIV); or “Let the elders who rule well be considered worthy of double honor…” (NASB).
An evangelist doing new church work may not immediately have elders to work with, and it may take some time to get these leaders. But it must remain a high priority to get these men challenged, prepared, and in place. I always appreciated a lesson taught by Elmer Towns: “Leadership is not doing the work of 10 men. It is finding 10 men to do the work!” The apostles knew this to be true, and so will the wise Gospel preacher today.
Elders provide leadership and pastoral care, and they safeguard soundness of doctrine. Their wealth of experience and personal example of a walk with God provides a model for the congregation to follow. They can mentor a preacher, protect him from attacks, and correct him when necessary as well. Elders are a blessing to the Lord’s Church.
Who needs elders? The Church does! I think back to the men who served as leaders back in my home congregation. I remember that it was an elder – not the preacher – who immersed me into Christ. I remember many meals in the home of elders, and the time they took with me individually, and others in my family. Perfect men? No, but they were godly. They did their best to lead the congregation as they believed God would have them to do.
The need to correctly understand and implement the Bible’s teaching on eldership remains an essential component of the Restoration Movement. We must hold men accountable to follow the clear teaching of Scripture on leadership in the local church. Too many new Christians remain on milk, or die as newborns in Christ, because there was no functioning leadership to nurture these babes to maturity.
C’mon, Murphy, let’s go outside!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
When is the next "Baptism Sunday"?
In March of this year I had the opportunity to attend a new Church work in Knoxville, Tn. In their announcement time they were excited about the next “baptism Sunday” to be held in early May. That’ right, I said early May, about 6 weeks from the time I visited there. The announcement was packaged as an important part of their faith journey and an act of worship for those who were to be baptized. Interesting.
Is there something to be said for making disciples, i.e. teaching them before they are baptized? This does seem to be in line with the great commission of Mt. 28. Preaching did proceed the events of Acts 2:37. But there was no lengthy delay between the preaching and the baptizing. In fact, the Gospel made such an impact into the lives of those who heard that their conviction led them to urgent repentance and their baptism followed right behind it.
This immediacy is also indicated in Acts 8:12, 13. They believed and were baptized. It is demonstrated again with Lydia and her household. Paul found them assembled at the riverside for prayer. He began to preach and “the Lord opened her heart to respond to the things spoken by Paul” (Acts 16:14). And one verse later she and her household were baptized. How do we know it was immediate? Because in the next statement Lydia invites Paul to come and stay at her house (vs. 15). Apparently Paul believed they heard enough, and didn’t need to wait 6 weeks or more to be baptized into Christ.
This urgency is clearly seen later in Acts 16. The familiar account of the Philippian jailer records that he was told to “believe in the Lord Jesus, and you shall be saved, you and your whole household (vs. 31). The next verse shows that teaching took place. Paul “spoke the word of the Lord to him together with all who were in his house.” And in the very next verse – “that very hour of the night… immediately he was baptized, he and all his household “ (vs. 33).
There is an importance to respond to the Gospel that is unmistakable. Dragging your feet for convenience, or emotional impact, or whatever reason is not biblical! In all of these instances I’ve just cited there were sinners who needed to be saved, and time was of the essence! Who was to say that these people would have the opportunity to be immersed a month or two after hearing the Gospel?
I believe this delay for a better day mentality is indicative of the denominational thinking that has crept into the Restoration Movement, especially among new church work. If baptism for the remission of sins is important, and dare I say, essential for salvation, there would be no delay between the preaching, the conviction, and the immersion! But when baptism is relegated to a place of such little importance as to be put off for weeks at a time it clearly indicates that the leaders do not view it as significant or essential. The denominations do this all the time. Are preachers giving reason to think that baptism is only to “join the local church” rather than to be saved? I don’t know of any who have come out and said that, but they certainly indicate that is a part of their thinking in these long delays. Where do we read of “baptism Sunday” in the New Testament? What we read there is not about delays but about the urgency to have sins forgiven and be saved!
Luke may not have recorded all of the conversation between Ananias and Saul. Yet the essential elements are given to us. But what is vividly clear is Ananias’ admonition to this sinner: “And now why do you delay? Arise, and be baptized, and wash away your sins, calling on His name” (Acts 22:16).
There is no reason to delay! Certainly not days upon days, or even months. Ananias equated immersion with the time that Saul would have his sins forgiven. Peter certainly viewed baptism as the occasion when sins would be forgiven in Acts 2:38. The immediacy and urgency is clear.
What a privilege it is to share the Gospel. It still changes lives. It still brings people to a point of decision. It still demands a response. It is not one that can be put off to a more convenient day, or when we know just a little more!
George Root wrote these words in 1878:
"What do you hope, dear brother, To gain by a further delay? There’s no one to save you but Jesus, There’s no other way but His way.
Why do your wait, dear brother?
The harvest is passing away,
Your Savior is longing to bless you,
There are danger and death in delay.
Why not? Why not?
Why not come to Him now?
Why not? Why not?
Why not come to Him now?"
I urge preachers of the Gospel to restore this sense of urgency in their preaching. The Gospel still works if we will share it like we should. Those who respond to the urgency of the Gospel will find salvation now, rather than 6 weeks from now on "Baptism Sunday."
C’mon, Murphy. Let’s go outside!
